Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Green Grass

Grass
Tonights moon is full and i am restless already...wondering, wandering, about the grass on the other side...I keep saying "How did I get here, to this point... to this place..." but I know, and I feel really sorry for myself! Choices made are'nt as easy to erase as the beard Erica is cutting from Calvins face...Everything matters now way too much...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

To be or not to be??????




Well I have two weeks of clinicals left and ill be a nursing assistant,,, provided I pass the state boards!Still not sure if its what i want to do but,...

Monday, January 19, 2009

My Birthday Poem from Tammy




A Birthday Poem Just for You

So your day didn’t go the way you planned
However God was with you, holding your hand
Guiding you to where you should have been
Even if on a treadmill, taking a spin
Surrounded by strangers as it would appear
I feel they were angels that helped you my dear
It may seem selfish but I am glad you were there
God has many ways of answering our prayer
For had you traveled, it could have been more stress
So God had another plan, to ensure your rest
So thank him as I have; in your prayers today
For allowing you to stay with us, although ruining your birthday
We will plan to get healthier, without much cheer
And you’ll have a wonderful birthday next time, cause you’ll still be here.
For a Birthday is any day in which we're still kicking
Cant have a birthday if the ole heart isnt ticking.
So just for now, close your eyes and wish what you may
May all your wishes come true, have a Happy Birthday.


Sunday, December 14, 2008

Christmas Came Early!


Merry Christmas everyone....Christmas has come early this year, and I am so excited!!!!

Friday, November 28, 2008

Sorrow



My Heart is broken for you girls...for the terrible way we've failed you.For all the bad examples we set and the lies we've led you to believe. No way for me to turn back time or, wipe the slate of your lives clean...So so sorry...in the deepest part of me...sorry. Finally realizing the price I've paid for my selfishness. Oh God, I repent, I repent....There is a scream welling up in my depths...a nashing of my teeth...Pleeeeeeeeeeeease........make this right, heal them , deliver them from us, undo the damage and set them high on a straight path... There is a way that seems right to a man but its end is the way of death.Proverbs 14:12.